That one time I was scared

I might have forgotten how to put my feelings into words.

In the blinding light of Oneness there was no need to explain myself.

I am certain that the fade is fine.

I am here now. Mostly terrified of feeling apart from you or anyone else under the Sun.

I wanted us all to be the face of God.

I was so sure that we were.

Perception is clouded by depression.

That is what this is. 
I know that